Self Improved or Self Deluded?

I can remember having had two moments of absolute crystal clarity.

One was about 3 days after Pauline and I found out we both liked each other. It just hit me that she was the woman for me. We had spent about 8 days together for various non related reasons, and we got on like a house on fire. And the day we found out we liked each other ( which was a Friday the 13th ) ( we still celebrate every Friday the 13th by the way ) we sort of darted around the subject for a while and got talking.

Eventually the pieces just came together in my head and it made sense. I guess it was a bit like love at first sight, because we hit it off straight away. It's like one of those "felt like coming home" moments.

Anyway. I had one of those again today. This perfectly certain conviction that this "internet lark" is something I will be able to do for a living some day soon. All the signs that I am seeing is pointing in that direction.

I even have the same " this just feels SO right, I'm just going to enjoy it while it lasts!" thoughts.

I have clear visions in my head, and on paper by tomorrow morning, for what I want to achieve and what I need to do next to get there. I don't know about the bits in between but I trust that I will find out sooner or later.

So is this a result of me having improved myself since March, or am I deluding myself?

In my book, there's only one way to find out!

I just have to continue moving forward and see where I end up.

Cheers,
Jon ( still progressing )

=Every Day In Every Way, I'm Getting Better And Better=